Crow-Face

Happy Halloween everyone!! :pumpkin: I will have a Samhain-party at my best friends place ~Franky-Fox (https://www.deviantart.com/franky-fox) Samhain is the "celtic new year" wich is also on 31.October. We will have some nice food, like baked pumpkin, potatoesoup, several nuts (like hazlenuts or chestnuts) and lots of tea and hot mead. That will be soooo great^^ What´s about u? Will u have any party or will u go out for some trick ´r treat :meow: ~Crow

In the last few weeks there were several things going wrong... I didn´t and even now don´t know what I want. I feel splitted. angry. shattered. tyred. down. melancholic..... I could list some more words, which would describe my feelings at the moment... I´m sitting on my bed... thinking. beeing moody. crying. starring brainless at the wall. .......missing..... I´ve splitting headaches. My eyes are burning, from the crying... I´m trying to get some sleep, but every time when I close my eyes I´m seeing his face, looking in his eyes... I never thought I could lose him... he was and still is my everything... He

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!!!!! .... i never wanted this to happen..... im so sorry.....