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left alone

sometimes I´m feeling like a lil child again...
especially when HE is not beside me...

how to deside...?

Sun Jul 12, 2009, 3:31 PM
  • Mood: Guilty
  • Listening to: I don´t believe you ~ P!nk
  • Reading: Blutsbande II
  • Watching: pictures from my Love...
  • Playing: potc III
  • Eating: still nothing much...
  • Drinking: beer
I don´t know how to start... but I will try it...

Now it´s two weeks ago, since me Love broke up with me...
it still hurts like death... and still I cry every single night...
but now... there is an other new problem...

my exboyfriend was there to hold me up... he was there to dry my tears... but yesterday he kissed me... and I let him do it... I did it too and kissed him... he loves me, he said he waited for me for so long time to come back...
I like him but i can´t love him... always when I let him kiss me, it´s feeling so wrong... it´s like a slap in the face...
And always when he hugs me, I could start to cry... not because I´m happy... it´s because I´m thinking on my Love, wich broke my heart... and because I can´t love my exboyfriend... I´m confused... and tomorrow I will meet my Love to clear the things up... tomorrow I´ve to make a descision... I´m afraid of it... I´m afraid of meeting my Love again... what will he say? how will he feel? How will I react on this all...?

Does anyone have an idea, an idea what I could do...?

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  • Interests: art, roleplay, music, rats, punk and snowboarding
  • Favourite movie: pirates of the caribean I -III, SAW I-IV
  • Favourite band or musician: Nirvana, PapaRoach, Metallica, Evanescence, Nickleback, PinkFloyd, In Flmaes, Rammstein
  • Favourite genre of music: (Irish-)Punk Rock, Metal, Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dhali, TheCreator1, Mirri, Tacimur
  • Favourite poet or writer: Akif Princci, Erin Hunter
  • Operating System: Windows XP
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  • Favourite game: Assasins Creed, Death Jr, Roots of evil
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ren, form Ren & Stimpy

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=Sazael:iconSazael: Jun 27, 2009, 9:59:42 AM
Thanks for the watch =D

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"None of you understand. I'm not locked
up in here with you. You're locked up in
here with me !"
~Crow-Face:iconCrow-Face: Jun 27, 2009, 4:28:29 PM
np

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~1xT:icon1xT: Jun 22, 2009, 5:59:08 AM
danke für den fav^^
~Crow-Face:iconCrow-Face: Jun 22, 2009, 8:35:35 AM
kein ding immer wieder gern ;D

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*Vantrix:iconVantrix: Jun 19, 2009, 10:26:04 AM
Hehe ich weiß! :D lol ein explodierter Toaster XDDD

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~Dipped out, high as f#ck - I'm out of control! Let's bounce, rock, skate, man I'm ready to roll!
~Crow-Face:iconCrow-Face: Jun 19, 2009, 3:11:19 PM
ich sag nur wies is x3

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*Vantrix:iconVantrix: Jun 19, 2009, 3:12:22 PM
richtig so =P

:tighthug:

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~Dipped out, high as f#ck - I'm out of control! Let's bounce, rock, skate, man I'm ready to roll!
~Crow-Face:iconCrow-Face: Jun 20, 2009, 10:30:15 AM
aaaw süß der smiley^^
:tighthug:

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*Vantrix:iconVantrix: Jun 20, 2009, 10:37:34 AM
:nod:

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~Dipped out, high as f#ck - I'm out of control! Let's bounce, rock, skate, man I'm ready to roll!
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